I'm going to rant, exit if you don't want to hear about it. :)Nationals are coming, coming real soon. Plus all the heavy workload the teachers are piling up on us, it's really starting to show. I might not show on the outside, but inside I do feel tired. With the upcoming lecture tests, chemistryAA plus the tremedous amount of homework piling, I really start to feel the pressure. It doesn't help when I got back most of my test nd find that I've been doing REAL badly. I'm not a smart kid, really I'm not. Why can't I find the time nd put in the extra effort to do well. I just don't feel that motivated. Plus with the upcoming nationals, I'm really worried. I start to feel this hostility among some teammates of mine towards me. Maybe it's just me hallucinating, maybe it's the truth but how am I supposed to know? I can only hope for the best. Somemore with the effing PI really wasted my time for these two days. I feel so drained yet I have to keep going like a car that never stops. I need to buck up! Nd find some energy to study. No more home studying, cause it doesn't work. AT ALL.
I hope my wrist nd knee don't buck out. I can't afford it now.
what we could have been, Thursday, April 23, 2009.
Saturday night! (: Bbq at my homeyy.
what we could have been, Sunday, April 19, 2009.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Hellozah! Yesterday was BREASTFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LURBBEXZX YOU XOXO!Haha, I have chemistry test tomorrow nd I hate differentiation plus I pulled my butt muscle nd my knee hurts. This sucks bye.
what we could have been, Wednesday, April 15, 2009.
Higly overdued!Stupid Brandon. LOL. Fav. picture manxz! HAHA we were all crazybadassdlosers!
LOL,see the BAO.
HAHA, I srsly don't know what I'm doing.
Ashleen with her cow umbrella. Yeap these were damn long ago like before nd right after Dramafeste which well everyone knows how we OWNed, well now that all the effing tests have started it's giving me a high brain overload. Economics CONFIRMGUARANTEECHOP fail, History coming up as well s ILP report. SUCKZX. PI took me a freaking 5 hours to do, many more than that nd cause me to lose sleep. Tired now, tomorrow still got friendly. WHATTHESHIT BYE.
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what we could have been, Thursday, April 09, 2009.