Friday, May 01, 2009
WHAT PART OF ME DESERVES TO BE TREATED LIKE THAT FROM YOU MY DARLING SISTER, WHAT IN HEAVENS NAME DID I DO TO YOU?! I WASN'T EVEN AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY. Like what the hell?!
I woke up feeling all fine and went to say goodmorning to you. What did you give me? A effing black face, okay, so i thought you were still tired from the morning so I left you alone. Now when I'm back home, I never even get near you or cross your stupid path and you had to display your black looking shitty face, what in the world did I do? Then I just asked nicely to borrow your computer because obviously mine is freaking screwed up, do you seriously think I'm an idiot and borrow a computer to leave it on? Obviously you didn't have the common sense to notice that I would borrow it if I had a use for it right? Okay, so I might have done something to you without even noticing it. Can't you tell me before treating me like that? Everytime say I irritating, irritating, irritating, can't you tell me why? Yah, I might have not off-ed the television before I slept or whatever, but didn't you do it too? Complain complain complain, thats all you do about me. Have you ever thought of what I did for you too instead of complaining about what you had to do for me? Haven I given up my sleep too for you? Mummy has always given you her priority, even if you never noticed I always did. I always tell myself not to be jealous or anything and always try to give in to you but can't you tell that I'm already pretty shagged over alot of things? Can't you try to give in to me? I'm really tired, I know you are too with O-levels and stuff, but ain't I too? I'm really tired, really really tired.
I woke up feeling all fine and went to say goodmorning to you. What did you give me? A effing black face, okay, so i thought you were still tired from the morning so I left you alone. Now when I'm back home, I never even get near you or cross your stupid path and you had to display your black looking shitty face, what in the world did I do? Then I just asked nicely to borrow your computer because obviously mine is freaking screwed up, do you seriously think I'm an idiot and borrow a computer to leave it on? Obviously you didn't have the common sense to notice that I would borrow it if I had a use for it right? Okay, so I might have done something to you without even noticing it. Can't you tell me before treating me like that? Everytime say I irritating, irritating, irritating, can't you tell me why? Yah, I might have not off-ed the television before I slept or whatever, but didn't you do it too? Complain complain complain, thats all you do about me. Have you ever thought of what I did for you too instead of complaining about what you had to do for me? Haven I given up my sleep too for you? Mummy has always given you her priority, even if you never noticed I always did. I always tell myself not to be jealous or anything and always try to give in to you but can't you tell that I'm already pretty shagged over alot of things? Can't you try to give in to me? I'm really tired, I know you are too with O-levels and stuff, but ain't I too? I'm really tired, really really tired.
what we could have been, Friday, May 01, 2009.
